tell u~

i still love u

For u .... someone that far always

You probably see me smiling, laughing all the time.
You probably think that I am leading a happy life as though I have no problems.
But who will know if I am truly happy deep inside.
The truth is, today my heart is still the same as before.
It still hurts till this day, my tears flow when I try to sleep.
I used to have you all the time, I don't know what wil I do now.
How long will this hurt last? When will I be able to come to terms with it?
How long must I endure this pain?
From the day that you left, life goes on for me.
Perhaps I will meet lots of people, but I still cannot forget you.
Irregardless of how many times love will come my way, I cry because of you.
It always hurt me because I still find you in my heart.

I used to have you all the time, I don't know what wil I do now
How long will this hurt last? When will I be able to come to terms with it?
How long must I endure this pain?
You are still in my heart, when can I forget you?
How long must I suffer like this?
I do not want to end up like this till the day I die...

happy day

yes im feel so happy in now =)

yesterdays a class song macth >.< WooT~~

NO WIN ._.

hahas =)
but i dont feel sad.. xP

Coz we do the best for we class teacher

her happy seh >.<

When we say we love her
her shy >///<

hehes



than Now.. =x
im too boring (nothing to do mah )

dont know open which web to play liao
hahas so crazy aiseh~~


now so late liao ahh
But dont feeel wan slp yet
tomorrow dont wan go schl eh T^T

im bad liao ._.


haizzz
muz be guai guai lar

i'm to boring =x

Waa.. long time nv come to wri the blog liao =\

today feel to boring sia =) hahas
nothing to do =x really so sianzzZZ ehs...


Lols

and now i got 1 promise that i never do
hahas

Cause i dont know...
i will do or not ???

I will Happy?
Or this is true?

hahas... everything so blur @_@

i dun know my self lol~~~

i juz wan to end something...
erm...

cant say something bah
is End everything!! heehs =p


This is a crazy promise =x
i think too lar..

i dont know i promise for what ??? @@?
But...

this promise can make some ppl happy lo =)
Than mean fine

hahas mean i will do?

so... i'm really cant make sure myself
really


too bad feeeling on my head

hahas


i'm never give up before lols
when i meet him.. =o

But.. hahas
give up liao ><

too tired


i cant le.. really really give up

give up for you
the first one...


and i juz hope you to be happy in ur life lo

hahas >_<
u'll happy too much de
if ur life without me

this is really secret that i mus belive huh =)


And todays
Goodnight Bah!! =)
Nice dream oHH~~

if i leave.. u will miss me?

jus a simple question to ask u.. hahas

todays is a happy day!!~~

it's a last day for writing in this blog ^^
if lucky... i'll wri again.. wait me? =x
hahas


i jus wan to say BYE
to the person i love..
Sure is u.. my (cute)meimei<3
=x



byebye..
i'll miss u

takecare~ woot~

days

6days for back to study
9days for schl open
13days for schl party
&
49days for stop waiting someone...



feel the time going so fast~~
i dont want to back penang again...
dont know why.. dont no the reason...
and i also dont know myself

i wan go china le...
i wan go far always n not come back again


no what matther can hurt me...
no what matther i can rmb in my head..
jus if i go far always....


FORGET that every thing in here...

i'll happy
be myself
be i'm tg_mei
not vinvingal not xiaomei not jiejie
i'm tg_mei!

my life is for u

My life is for u <.< again ="=">

i jus nothing to wri than said about the forever love again

cos if really got someone to love me same as that.. so good! hehes

but.. no one lo =\ than sad liao.. =x


-My life is for u-

if u ask me go die
i will..

if u ask me to live
i will

But...
if u will die
i will replace you for die..

Juz a One reason..
-My life is for you

星星

你很远,你很美,你很好..
你是我不该爱上的人
却爱了...


星星,
总有一天你会飞下来吗?
有一天你会感觉到我的存在吗?
你会不会爱?


你太远了...
我的机会本来就是零嘛..


远美好的你


是我一辈子拿不到的人..
是我一辈子不该爱的人..

rain road

Special days!~~
yahoo~~


walking in the rain road.. (when back home)
So romantic... right? =.=


If im not die.. means i'm pro -_-
the sick ppl n got abit fever go walk when got a big rain ==!!
very nice *o*



tomorrow need to early wakeup again.. sianz
need go to do the identity card ._. ee~! i'm old liao


aiseh.. dunno what to wri @_@

love my family
love my jie ^^~
love my mei<3 (POOH)
love myself ._.
& love u....


xD
GOOdnight



<3

smile xiao meii

i'm a smile xiao meimei =x

hehes, smiling is a nice!~ =D


When u feeling bad,hurt or tired...
u can see up on the sky

>shout out<
And smile =]




But.. now smile xiao mei
too tired..


i'm sick
my heart sick too..



todays so boring ehs.. == haizz
im dun no what thing to wri..
no mood ^^


i'm give up for everything liao..
dont hurt me again please..

没有期望就不会失望吗.. wei shen me hai yao ai?

没有期望就不会失望吗

teach my heart to remember..


本来就不应该爱的人，为何还要去爱？
就是要面对这一却的痛苦。。

教顺自己，不要再有任何的期望了



爱，本来就痛苦吗
敢去爱也要敢收下全部的痛苦


完美的爱，本来就不拥有



为什么要去讨，根本不是自己的东西呢


放弃，
真的是爱吗？


可是我都放不了。。。




你却不是第一个，但你是我最爱的唯一....
我忘不了你啊..

越来越爱了

怎么办？

你就是不爱我..



我总觉得.. 你是天上的星星

我这一辈子都拿不到的星星。。



如果这世界右退后的机器就好了

可是如果有你会不会想见我呢？


我一直想，如果真的有..

我不想见到你！！


可是想了又想..

我会舍得吗？

不！


我舍不得...

偏偏还是要见你，爱上你

算我值得。。 收下今天所拥有的非伤。。



我真的真的很爱你呀。

0ne-promise

*No real promise in the world*


Some one teach me that

the one that i love....

the one that already gone....



I wan start to stop my promise...

But i wan to wait waiting... i dun know why

i promise to myself

2month of times..

if 2 month gone i need to stop all promise..


i dont know i can or not?
i love him so...

i juz can live here,
ask my heart to stop love u..




For u ...

"You'll never know how
much your smile
lights up the room
Or your laughter fills my soul..
Making all the little problem
of the day disappear...

You'll never know
how much pride i hold in my heart
for the person you are
and the things you do..

You'll never know
how much i need you by my side
in the best of times and
the worst of times
and all the times in between

i love you with all my heart and soul..



You'll never know.....