For u .... someone that far always

You probably see me smiling, laughing all the time.
You probably think that I am leading a happy life as though I have no problems.
But who will know if I am truly happy deep inside.
The truth is, today my heart is still the same as before.
It still hurts till this day, my tears flow when I try to sleep.
I used to have you all the time, I don't know what wil I do now.
How long will this hurt last? When will I be able to come to terms with it?
How long must I endure this pain?
From the day that you left, life goes on for me.
Perhaps I will meet lots of people, but I still cannot forget you.
Irregardless of how many times love will come my way, I cry because of you.
It always hurt me because I still find you in my heart.

I used to have you all the time, I don't know what wil I do now
How long will this hurt last? When will I be able to come to terms with it?
How long must I endure this pain?
You are still in my heart, when can I forget you?
How long must I suffer like this?
I do not want to end up like this till the day I die...